Saturday, December 19, 2009

Justice

Vengeance is mine sayeth the lord.


Yeah well you know what? If they're still breathing then god isnt doing that great of a job.


I know i know... kinda jacked up...


Seriously though, i dont even think its about justice. It would just make me feel better... probably wouldnt solve anything...


Still...


Monday, December 14, 2009

Que?

I dont know what kind of sick, weird girl jam cd is playing in my car while i drive right now...


But i kinda like it...


Sunday, December 13, 2009

The way i feel

The way i feel is not good...


I hate not knowing what to do...


And i hate stupid emo blog posts...


Damn...


Saturday, December 12, 2009

Bachelor party buddha

The brother of my friend, the G, said something to me last night that scared me to death...


"Your daughter is going to look for a guy that's like you."


Shit.


A sleeping baby and wife...

Means that i get to clean the living room, listen to kick ass music and then do some writing...


Life updates: no more overtime, and will be slinging pizza every other sunday in madera come 2010. In anticipation of school.


And according to the commercial, when america coughs they use delsym... good to know.


Wednesday, December 9, 2009

Jesus is not my best friend...

I think everyone (or maybe just most people) require a level or relationship that god cannot provide...


i cant hang out with god... we cant shoot the proverbial shit... he has absolutely no flaws with which i can relate to. And as a guy once said "that which draws me closest to my friends is the failures we share".


So if god cant fulfill my need for friendship... well then... someone needs to... for me thats my wife... for others... i dunno...


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

911

I called 911 for iris last night. She was choking on her own phlegm... shes okay now but it made me realize a couple things...

1. My instincts regarding baby saving are pretty damn good... apparently i did everything right

2. I love my daughter a lot... like, more than i even realized...

3. I remain uber calm in high stress, high danger, high whatever situations... which is good